Bittersweet

AHH! Finally my parents are coming home! I have missed them so much!! I'm excited for them to come home & I might be even more excited to see my Baby!! I know he's not really MY baby but I feel like he is sometimes...anyway! haha On a sad note I'm really sad that PRob, Ileana, Braden & Casey Casey (new baby's nickname) are leaving on Saturday. :( Its going to be hard not to see them when I walk into church. They have been such a big part of me growing up and becoming who I am today. They have taken a special place in my heart, I will miss them dearly but I know that no matter what I will always have them & they will be there for me. Its Tuesday, tomorrow night we are having a going away party if you can call it a party for them. I'm really not looking to it because I'm going to crying the WHOLE TIME! I really want to stay home too because knowing that its going to happen is going ot make me distracted and I'm going to be all weird at school...I don't know how I really feel about it. I'm kinda scared to whats going to happen to my youth group and how this is goingto effect it but then I know we have awesome leaders in our church to help it keep going. Then, I'm scared about how this is going to affect me. Am I going to like the new Youth Pastor? Am I going to have the same relationship with him/her? Its crazy right now, IU have to do a project but I will write again. I have sooo much more to say about this!