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:( Today is sadly the last day that PRob and Ileana will spend in VA. I've said this before but I'm going to miss them so much!

I went to a dinner for Ileana last night & I thought I was doing pretty good! I hadn't started to cry or anything then my brillant mother decided to have everyone go around the table and talk about their favorite memoreis with Ileana and say whatever they wanted to say to her. Courtney was the first one to cry then everyone pretty much broke-out! Siera went and she said one sentence that sent my mom over the edge so she started to cry. I couldn't even talk the first time they came around to me so I waited till everyone else had gone before I said anything. I finally could speak, I said what I wanted to say and then I started to shake and Ileana was crying so it was an sad yet interesting night....I told her that I had put stuff in PRob's shoes & that he hadn't said anything yet so I'm glad I got that off my chest :D

I let them both know that I was going to text them everymorning saying I loved them & good morning :) I'm also wanting to visit them on Spring Break! New York here I come! hehe

I wish I had more time but I know that I have to let them go. Next wed will probably be the hardest night for me personally. I should make it though because God-willing Cort will be here to help me through it. Plus, all the masters that are coming or at least the ones that I've heard of seem really fun. I'm going to be ok but I know this hurt will be there for awhile.

I've got to go! Peace & <3