This day is getting pretty sucky! I stayed home from school which was nice but I really needed it. The family that I'm staying with is really nice & awesome but I feel like everything I do is wrong, different from what they expect me to do. I need my parents back! I already broke their toilet (they don't know yet) and me being here isn't healthy! I've been her for almost a week and I've lost 3 pounds? I've never lost 3 pounds in a week by not eating! I just feel like I'm going to break down soon. Without them I feel lost! Them=my parents. I know you may not be expecting a teenager to be saying they want their mommy & daddy but when you have a close relationship you miss them. I'm mostly missing my baby brother but whatever. I'm breaking down, day after day they are not here. Everyday I get closer to just screaming & shouting! I need my sister but she is away, she helps me stay strong. What else can I do but hope and pray that they come home soon. I really wish I was there, with them Where I could hear them laughing and see their smiles...everything would seem better in a way. I don't know how much longer i can feel this way so they really need to come home! I'm signing off now but aside from it all, I'm still me.