Hero,
I don't know what to do. This changes everything between me and you. A heads up would have been nice. I mean sure, I should have seen it coming. All the wall posts and how you were flirting back and forth but that doesn't mean I wanted to see that. To be honest, I didn't. I don't even want to see it now. This hurts me. I feel like an idiot and I'm sure I'll like an even bigger one when my mother brings this up. I feel like bursting into tears. I know I shouldn't feel this way because I had no reason to but I think I just don't want to lose you. I know what happens in this situation. We are great friends, you get a girlfriend, end of friendship. This has happened before and I don't want to have to go through those feelings again. I ended hurt, lost and confused. I didn't want this to happen. I liked how we could be open with each other. No strings attached just conversation. I saw the look in your eye. She made the game harder to play. I made it too easy. I lost.
You lost too. She has backstabbed and cheated like no other. I was really hoping you would have seen that but I guess you didn't. She takes nice boys and screws with their heads. I don't want that happening to you. I care about you too much to watch that happen. You are an intelligent, charismatic young man...what are you doing? You have made some stupid choices but this is by far the stupidest. I hope you enjoy this while it lasts because I doubt it will last for long.
When you get over this phase come and talk to me but I don't want her in my life. I hope we can still be friends but just know I won't take any bull from her.
Love,
Damsel

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