So, I started a new "public" blog on tumblr just so I've been kinda ignoring you. Sorry :( I just needed a distraction for people. This blog has gotten me in enough trouble but anyway. Life isn't giving me a break (as normal.) I'm still having to fight to get through the day but its getting a bit better. Still feeling like an adult stuck in a 15 year old's body. Theres not a 'but' for that. Thats just how my life has been. I was turned into a mini-adult at the age of 12. Oh well, I'm not going to wallow in my past because guess what?!?!? ITS OVER! You can't dwell in the past, even if it seemed like it ruined your whole life you can't. If you live based on your past, your past will control your destiny. You already think it ruined your life but why should you actually let it?


In Government today we had a very random debate about Gay Marriage. Of course, people raised their hands immediately saying that they support it as if it made them look like a better person? People just kept agreeing with each other, saying "they agreed" but you could tell half of them just wanted to say something and didn't really care. One guy said he disagreed because he was homophobic. I respected him for saying that in front of a class who pretty much all agreed with it. I didn't even have the chance to raise my hand and help him out by saying I disagreed also before the class started attacking him with questions. 
Dear Class, there are ways to get your point across without sounding rude & aggressive. If you have a point you want to prove, go for it but please don't try not to attack the poor guy. Also, my teacher said that she supported Gay marriage. <--that made me feel really uncomfortable. I wanted to raise my hand and say that I didn't support it but having the person that was leading my class up against me worried me. I knew I could hold my own in an argument but with being emotionally unstable in that environment and her being my teacher there was a large risk I would do something and get myself in trouble. She made the the who admitted to being homophobic stay after class to talk to him. I'm pretty sure she was talking to him about this topic but she isn't allowed to do that. She isn't allowed to try and per-sway to share her beliefs. To sum it all up-government was interesting today.


Life is never done surprising you or throwing a curve ball at ya so all you can do it practice your batting and get ready to run.